Light and Shadows
The closer you get to the light, the more you see the shadows. I’m not sure exactly where I first read the above quotation. It was likely from Blessed Mother Teresa or St. Teresa of Avila, but, then again, when searching this phrase on Google to find its source, I found that it’s heavily associated with the video game series Kingdom Hearts, which I’ve never played . . . Anyway, wherever it comes from, I find a lot of truth in it. As I’ve journeyed in my faith and discernment over the past few years, along with discovering many things about God, I’ve discovered so much about myself. Some of these things are beautiful – my identity as a beloved son of God, the many strengths I have, the path toward priesthood I’ve been called onto, and the relationships and friendships I have developed over time. However, I’ve also seen many painful truths about myself – my weaknesses, inauthenticity, sin, shame, and seemingly insurmountable barriers I feel like I can’t...